i know... maybe it sound too sarcastic... but bile korg jadi aku korg akn tahu kenapa.... ok.. being gay nie bukan senang nk dpat kawan kat tepi jalan.. hoi!! sape nk ngaku gay depan org ramai!! huhu.. aku pown termasok golongan yg berpura2 di mata masyarakat... aku nie mmg brlagak str8 kat public.. but deep down, im still hiding in my own personal closet... huhu.. nk wat cmner kn..takdir gay di malaysia.. so x bley open sgt..
ok.. the point is, being gay susah nk dpt kawan gay!! trust me.. bygkan bile kite ada masalah ngan bf kite ke, ada peristiwa gembira ngan bf kite ke, x kn kite nk g tau kawan kite yg normal.. mahu dipulau kn adalah!! so i end up looking for friends kat yahoo messenger.. (ym is da best!!)... ok back to da story.. aku actually dpt ramai kawan aka skandal...huhuh.. but tapi aku rasa bruntung sgt cuz dpt seorang kawan yg sebaya ngan aku... mulanye aku fikir cm nk tackle gak la budak nie.. but lastly bile tau sebaya.. hahahah.. like hell no!!! hahah..
ok.. let me introduce my beloved friend nie.. nama die ERIK... (xtaula name sebenar ke bukan.. hahah..) hurm, sbnarnye die nie klo chat ngan aku, he always use dis kind of word,"erk?"(adakah ini perkataan??) whenever he get confused.. hahah.. ERK TO ERIK!! hahah.. ok whatevs!!
die nie actually sgt la baik.. aku x pernah dpt kawan cm die nie.. yelah mne x nye, baru je kenal brape minggu, dah cm kawan lame.. susah tau nk cari kawan cmnie.. hurmm, sbnrnye its quite funny la when we first chat kat ym.. hahaha.. we masturbate together via the webcam!! OMG!! hahah.. still can't believe it till now.. huh!! so sbnarnye die nie hurm.. xtau la nk ckap cmne.. he has a great body (yummy!!), nice teeth, great hair (yo yo o je) n yg paling best die nie muke jantan abis!! siap ada janggut kecil underneath his lips (so howt baby!!).. hohoho.. at first aku x caya yg he is gay.. lame2 lepas gosip pasal lelaki, barulah aku tau die nie gay.. hahah..
about his character... hurmm.. yg ketara die nie mcm pemalu/segan.. huhu.. tpi die nie mmg baik..sgt caring, n not like typical malays... u know what i mean rite... huh (btw, he just called me... hahah.. giler la ko!) n aku rase die nie penyayang based on his story with his x... hurmm aku kesian jugak ngan die nie... sanggup berkorban 4 his future life... *sgt terharu n bangga... to be honest, i love him so much!! cuz he is my only gay friend n he will always there 4 me whenever i need someone to talk 2.. n he is a good listener! sanggup listen n read all my crappy story that obviously mmg mmbosankn... but still he just willing to listen all my problems, my crappy story, my love affair n scandal.. huhu..syukur giler dpt kawan cm die nie.. x tau nk dpt kat mne lgi..
maybe korg pown mesti ada kwan cmnie kn.. tpi masalah nye, i never meet with him yet, but ntahla.. rasa cm dah kenal lame.. *surprised.. so mmg die nie lah kawan sejati aku.. my only friend in this gay world.. klo nk gossip pasal lelaki ke skandal ke, serahkn kat kitorg.. boleh smpai kol 3 pagi dok sitting in front of the laptop laughing alone like an idiot!! hahah.. mmg best borak ngan die... fyi, dia nie la jugak orang yg dah banyak berjasa kat aku dlam mengharungi pahit getir percintaan songsang.. bnyak betul die bagi nasihat kat aku cara nk layan bf sume.. huhu.. mmg nampak kecil je ape yg die bagi, but it means alot!! i really appreciate it erik!!
xtau la nk balas jasa die cmne... (aku dah janji ngan ko nk blanje makan bile dtg kl.. aku xkn lupe 2!!) but blanja makan its not enough.. i need to give something like diamond or gold.. but i can't afford that *sorry ye erik.. aku nie x kaya sgt.. uhuhu..
at the same time, aku rase aku x layak kawan ngan insan yg sebaik die.. die sgt baik dgn aku.. aku nie plak asyik nk merepek je... huhu... kesian aku tgok die.. tpi ttp setia dgr cite aku.. yela, sape la aku nie.. huhu.. last but not least, i hope that our friendship will last forever... i will always love u no matter what...
to my beloved friend erik, i just want u to know that i really appreciate what u have done to me... mungkin ko akn cakap"apela sgt yg aku dah bgi kat ko.. cume borak kosong je..." but dgn borak kosong tula yg makes my life so wonderful... amazing gift maybe comes with small packages.. we never know that.. huhu.. aku nk ko tau yg aku sayang sgt ngan ko.. aku x nk kite putus kawan.. n lastly, thx for everything ERIK!!! I LOVE U!! *sekadar kawan saje.. hohoho...
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